i should really be focusing on the fact that i have an exam in seven days time.. and another one in nine days time and another one in fourteen days time etc etc

but in actual fact all i can think about is getting insanely drunk with laura on thursday night and going to camden with georgia and hopefully seeing her at the weekend and just all of that thonniness

urgh seriously, nothing else in life matters as much as these things

but see SEE I CAN'T BE THAT BAD

coming to think of it i think i need to start chilling about my exams

i mean take biology for instance, i don't really give a shit about that and as for music as i understand it i've already got a C so i don't really care what happens on that front

english literature is definitely the one i'm most scared about, i think i need to do a lot of work on learning those poems and maybe doing some to kill a mockingbird questions and possibly go in to see my english teacher for some revision

urgh chemistry i would love to do well in because at the moment i'm set for an A/A* which is just ridiculous considering how shit i am at that subject, so i'd love to revise loads for that and achieve either of those grades

physics.. well physics.. hahahahhahaha i really don't care

maths isn't til june but i will hopefully start flicking over some of the mathswatch stuff

and history is a piece of piss

BUT remember rachel, you still have a lot of unit 4 to finish for business studies!!!!!!!!!! just remembered that, that's not too bad though, i can have it finished in a couple of days, hopefully!!!!!!

so yes, i'm not too fussed about any of it

it's not like i'm applying myself academically anymore in terms of higher education and careers

and it's all about the a-levels ultimately even if i do change my mind on the academic front

ahhhh everything feels a little bit on the up

earlier wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, i mean it was sufficiently awkward but i came to the conclusion that no matter how much i'd like it to be, you can't expect everyone to say the right thing about stuff

plus talking to laura and knowing that i'm seeing her again soon helps

my room has the potent smell of paint about it, but paint that's gone off.. which is just horrible and eggy.

ahhhhhhh, i think now is the time for a bug's life

meeting in the aisle

when someone asks you whether thOm yorke is touching himself in the picture of you and him standing next to each other...

i don't know whether to be deeply disgusted or slightly.. flattered

my money's on the latter, whatever that means anyway

i should really start painting my room but i already feel like i've failed at it

i mean looking at the stanley donwood art work in immense detail just makes me question why i'm even bothering

on the 2+2=5 side though, because a lot of it just looks like simple mark making, i don't think it's going to matter too much if i don't paint it to the latter and make it look EXACT. i mean it'll hopefully look close enough, but it's difficult to scale it completely to my climbing up the walls.

i really do want it to work, i think it would be friggin' awethOme if it worked

it's just patience has never been a virtue of mine, so it's difficult to see it through

i suppose i'm far more of an in rainbows painter than the eraser painter i.e abstract/it's too much too bright too powerful colours

oh and in case you haven't already noticed, i bold any radiohead lyrics/song titles because it highlights how they are always on my mind

Today has been such a WAH day

I woke up only to find that once again thOm had played a DJ set at Low End Theory.. AGAIN.

please no one judge me for wanting to be the table that he's thrusting at two minutes and fifty one seconds into this video....

my love/lust for this man has no bounds

speaking of which

EVERYONE IS HATING ON HIS HAIR

his lovely

greasy

long

hair

I'm probably one of the few who doesn't mind the hobo look. But that's because I met him as a hobo, so

I started decorating my room today.

I'm doing The Eraser artwork all around my room

and then this on the middle wall where the fireplace would've been:

except bears on the top and bordering it

I can't believe how slow I am at the whole painting thing though. My dad is painting the kitchen this lovely bright orange and he's already done an entire base coat, and I have just done one strip in the same amount of time! Half of which was already done beforehand!

Also, I won't be seeing Georgia on Saturday which SUCKS and it looks like I won't be in AS MUCH contact with her for the next couple of days. This sucks even more, our Thonniness is what gets me through these dire days and if you take away that then you're killing thOm. But we'll get round it, afufufufufufufa

I leave you for now with two very special dancing GIFs for two very different reasons