They are crazy and I love them.

Seriously, what would life be without them?

Dance, Dance, Dance

Tonight I went to the cinema to watch what was practically a live stream of a Red Hot Chili Peppers concert. The whole set bar two songs consisted of their new album from start to finish. And let me just take this time to say that it was absolutely incredible. I completely understand this new album now and moreover appreciate Josh as the new guitarist. Great job guys.

College enrolment tomorrow. Not really got anything of any particular importance or interest to state on this topic. Bar from the fact that I'm actually looking forward to start college but I'm not looking forward to resuming being around others. That, not so much.

I really wanted KOKO tickets. I hope my friend wins Cologne tickets.

Staralfur is very nice and epic.
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I can't sleep. But I am so determined to because I really don't want to go back to that numbing insomnia.
- I just need to point out here that the only thing that stays on my mind twenty four hours a day and seven days a week is my NEED for the Red Hot Chili Peppers tattoo. I am so so so so so determined to get the star (or 'Angel's anus' as Anthony would call it) on my right wrist, just like Ant and John have (I stress I didn't know this until a couple of days ago). But yeah. I want it.

I hear that when you die your brain gets flooded with fuck loads of endorphins. Just imagine that. In that final split second, to be so overwhelmingly alive.
Sigur Ros are just so beautiful, and even though I never have any idea what Jonsi is singing, the barrier of language doesn't mean that I can't interpret the sheer emotion in the music. It's truly amazing.

I want it to be Winter because then I can listen to Radiohead again. I can't listen to them now because it's too polar.

I don't want to start college with other people surrounding me but I do want to start college. I want to get a job and save money and travel around parts of the world in a gap year.
But that's if by God's hand the dark and the cold doesn't get me first. Because you never know, it may.
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I never knew that Anthony Kiedis interviewed Rick Rubin for Interview magazine... I also didn't know up until this very minute that Rick Rubin produced the last six RHCP albums (including their newest one). Isn't that kind of like cheating?

I want to be home streaming the new RHCP album and watching Big Brother.
On. My. Own.
The people and the conversation is giving me a headache and oh god I especially don't want to ever get my results.
I don't need a piece of paper to tell me I am an academic failure.
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I run these obsessions like lunar cycle clockwork.

I'm currently at the stage of the radiohead obsession of being annoyed at others who act like I did. It's really bad, isn't it? They just don't interest me at the moment. I think it's because I'm constantly so irritable and hyper active and unfortunately radiohead don't exactly accomidate to that behaviour. This is where the red hot chili peppers come in. There just so wild and insane and untamed and I absolutely fucking love it. I always have done. If there was a band that I would say best suited my personality and behaviour it would probably be RHCP. Although hang on a minute.. That just makes me sound like a heroin addict and sex freak... What I mean is that you'll find the chili's create a really positive atmosphere and are just full out crazy constantly and are weird and wonderful and I guess you could say the same about radiohead but not to the same extent.
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i don't know what to do with my life anymore

i'm returning to old ways

haven't slept properley for months

haven't really slept at all really

all i want to do is shoot some heroin with kiedis and forget about everything

NOT ALONNNNNNNNNE

i can't do anything anymore because all i ever do is drink and listen to don't forget me 100 times and try not to resort to slitting my throat

i'm fascinated by foresight and longsight? is that what you call it?

relapsing is horrible

i don't think i've ever wanted drugs more than now

maybe maybe maybe

is dreaming about brutally murdering your father normal? i wonder

i suppose it would be nice though

now we know it all for sure................

make the hair stand up on your arm teach you how to dance inside the funny farm NOT ALONE I'LL BE THERE TELL ME WHEN YOU WANNA GO

why can't i know this kid in real life.

he lives in NYC and has listened to rhcp since he was 9 like me and is equally obsessed with radiohead and smokes pot and writes songs and has a voice as beautiful as charlie fink from noah and the whale and is just generally an all round awesome person.

fuck you atlantic ocean, yeah, why don't you just fuck off.

i obsess over things hard

the more i think about my past, present and perhaps even future obsessions the more i come to realise just how absolutely infatuated i become with things

i've slept for around 10 hours in the last five days so as you can imagine trying to focus on this screen is basically impossible

i'm beginning to hallucinate and not be able to stand straight

it's all kind of fun really

the most significant thing to arise over the past week is the fact that i have listened to the red hot chili peppers more in these last seven days than i have listened to radiohead in the last two months............................................ and i listen to radiohead a lot...................

it's like yeah, seeing RHCP in november is going to have more of a personal significance and impact on me than seeing radiohead ever would. this because i've been listening to radiohead since i can remember and they were the first band i ever truly 'obsessed' over. i can remember when VIRGIN RECORDS still existed and was in town where the republic in culver square now is and it must of been my 9th or 10th birthday and i bought a rhcp poster, a rhcp shirt, blood sugar sex magik and the anthony kiedis autobiography. i was weeeeeeeeeeeeell happy.

time for bertie botts beans, a nap, no food first then a nap and then sims.

seeing thom yorke rocking out to the red hot chili peppers on jools holland in 2006 was probably the most momentous thing to ever happen to me

i've become nocturnal

this jet lag is what's done it for me

i don't know if you already knew but i never really slept until 3 or 4 in the morning before i went to florida, but since coming back and being adjusted to another time zone i have just fluxed out of a normal circadian rhythm completely.

it's also the red hot chili peppers fault. i know i should go and sleep but they won't let me... their funky 80's material is blasting through his headphones and it's as though they're permanently sealed there because i just can't stop listening to this maaaaaan! it's so good!

ok

so

yes

that's about it

oh and one last thing, i wish i knew that person irl and i also pray that idris wins the emmy.

EXILE WAS ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE

and has confirmed my beliefs that John Simm is one of the most amazing creatures on our planet.

I just cannot get over ...... ahhhhhhh, many many reasons. I'll try and think of some later.

in the mean time though;

HAI GUYS THIS IS WHAT AWESOME LOOKS LIKE

VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

TIM BURTON, HELENA BONHAM CARTER AND THOM YORKE

three angels/three gods fallen from the sky and in each others prescence. heaaaaavenly.

I wish thOm would teach me how to do this, there are so many people and recent occurances where I wish I'd just had the ability to tell them to fuck off, quite literally to their faces and walk away. Unfortunately though I inherit the British reserve and will therefore stand there and take whatever shit is given to me like the good, respectful person that I am.

It's also a gesture that should be directed at the rate of tumblr. I have lost 20 followers in like, a day, which basically must mean that these people cannot accept my love for The Dead Weather and John Simm. WELL FUCK YOU GUYS THEN, IT'S YOUR LOSS.

Time to watch my rediscovered RHCP DVD and do some Harry Potter lego, night