i obsess over things hard

the more i think about my past, present and perhaps even future obsessions the more i come to realise just how absolutely infatuated i become with things

i've slept for around 10 hours in the last five days so as you can imagine trying to focus on this screen is basically impossible

i'm beginning to hallucinate and not be able to stand straight

it's all kind of fun really

the most significant thing to arise over the past week is the fact that i have listened to the red hot chili peppers more in these last seven days than i have listened to radiohead in the last two months............................................ and i listen to radiohead a lot...................

it's like yeah, seeing RHCP in november is going to have more of a personal significance and impact on me than seeing radiohead ever would. this because i've been listening to radiohead since i can remember and they were the first band i ever truly 'obsessed' over. i can remember when VIRGIN RECORDS still existed and was in town where the republic in culver square now is and it must of been my 9th or 10th birthday and i bought a rhcp poster, a rhcp shirt, blood sugar sex magik and the anthony kiedis autobiography. i was weeeeeeeeeeeeell happy.

time for bertie botts beans, a nap, no food first then a nap and then sims.