i don't know what to do with my life anymore

i'm returning to old ways

haven't slept properley for months

haven't really slept at all really

all i want to do is shoot some heroin with kiedis and forget about everything

NOT ALONNNNNNNNNE

i can't do anything anymore because all i ever do is drink and listen to don't forget me 100 times and try not to resort to slitting my throat

i'm fascinated by foresight and longsight? is that what you call it?

relapsing is horrible

i don't think i've ever wanted drugs more than now

maybe maybe maybe

is dreaming about brutally murdering your father normal? i wonder

i suppose it would be nice though

now we know it all for sure................

make the hair stand up on your arm teach you how to dance inside the funny farm NOT ALONE I'LL BE THERE TELL ME WHEN YOU WANNA GO

Yes I'm pissed off at my dad for throwing my gin away and yes I am drunk.
But hey, as an add on to all og thixn if you want mme to go then acxtually asdk me. I didnbt organise this, so you have to ask me. That's how it woerks.
Hareyy potter and the philosophersd stone.
I want twa.
I thinl thatb luther is greater than sherlock
At the present moment
Sherlock will always be my number one
But ultimately he's fantasty
Luther petrifies me. That uncomfortable, uneasy feeling, that's what I crave.
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