One song that will make me cry uncontrollably whenever I hear it; HALO.

I miss those days where I locked myself in my room and listened to Radiohead for 12 hours before thinking of jumping from a great height. I hate.. This.. Normal life. It's so much harder. The easy option is always to admit defeat opposed to fighting. I know that. But I don't wanna play the broken hearted girl.

I can't believe I can listen to beyonce ballads seriously, but they're just so beautiful.

Someone on tumblr just told me that they're in love with me. There's no right way to respond to that really. Because logically, it's probably annoying chain mail, the person doesn't actually know you in reality and the chances are it's just one big fat joke. But then again...... What if it's EXACTLY who I want it to be. Even if they do live on the other side of the pond and listen to the smiths maybe just a bit too much for my liking... I can already plan our lives together, pa!

Do you even know how incapable I am of crying or not even just that, feeling? URGH! Euphoria, yes. Grief and sadness, never. Odd.

Like the coward I am, I hang my head.

The moon sure is bright tonight.

All these things I can't describe, you would rather I didn't try.

I always leave this too late, where things just start to disappear from my mind.

OK I'll just listen to Massive Attack and quietly contemplate killing people.

You think I'm joking but I'm really not. Goodnight.
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But we like it when we're spinning...

Such an enigmatic song...

So I just watched the Gossip Girl ep: Ex-Husbands and Wives.

When this song plays.....

OH MY GOD. THRILLING THRILLING THRILLING.