I swear to God, if they do what I think they're going to do... I'm cutting them out for good.

It sounds really dramatic and unfair but it's happened too many times now and I've had enough. The last thing someone in my position needs is an unstable atmosphere and people you cannot rely on because they take everything back.

If you're going to come and see me and say that you care and want to comfort me then fucking stick by that.

I want none of this and I want none of them.

This will be deleted if it turns out I'm wrong and they actually are sticking by their word. I pray that I'm wrong and it's not one more thing to add to the bag of isolation but I can't help but think that my cynical outlook on everything is actually just reality.

Please prove yourself.