I hope they never find me.

Or see what terrible things I say about them.

I don't know what to do or where to go.

There will be no hesitation
There will be no confrontation
There will be no indication
There will be no cause
There will be no exultation
There will be no justification
There will be no way at all

I really need to snap out of this quickly.

Listening to Radiohead isn't helping me.

Listening to thOm isn't helping me.

Watching Radiohead isn't helping me.

Watching thOm isn't helping me.

Looking at pictures of Radiohead isn't helping me.

Looking at pictures of thOm isn't helping me.

It's just making me self loathe even more.

I'm scared of what might happen and what could happen. Because I'm not in the right frame of mind, I'm never in the right frame of mind.

Someone please make it stop. The voices won't go away, they're just getting louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and I don't know how to make them shut up or how I can stop listening.