Tensions are running high and all I want to do is lock myself in my room with my guitar, the peep show box set, harry potter, soup and a lot of vitamin water. I could literally live of this stuff.

So I had a bit of a blow earlier. T&G finally phoned me back as a 'courtesy call' to humiliate me further.. yes I get it; I'm poor.

But onwards and upwards! I'm looking forward to saturday night, should be a laugh. Although I've probably mentioned this before. Snow day was alright, although when I got in the car the first thing Father Lee asked me was "have you been drinking? because you really really really smell of booze Rachel." I replied with, "Why yes, yes I have.". So he said, "Well you're not pissed, I can tell. Just wind the window down or something." I love my dad. He asked me to come up with a christmas list because other members of the family need to know what to buy me. So far the list is:

• Jedward tee
• Grease DVD
• Peter Pan DVD
• Tatty Devine jewellery
• Gossip Girl/Jedward calendar

I literally don't know anything else I want. Maybe just some cash. Anything worth buying I'll buy in July when I'm in the world of Disney. Oh I don't know, I just want someone to genuinely surprise me.

I'm going to go and watch Sherlock. Because he is the one.