Saturday, 6 November 2010

It sort of/kind of/definitely annoys me when people only ever post pictures on their blog. I mean it's not like I've got anything against pictures, but it would occasionally be nice to read about people's lives, their opinions on our mind-boggling world and what they had for breakfast this morning.

//RANT OVER.

I hate sounding wise and insightful but this weekend I swear I've discovered emotions within me that I never knew were there. As the days draw on I'm becoming ridiculously paranoid, my hearing is fading and I have the social skills of my dear Holmes [Sorry Sherlock]. I have become completely humiliated with myself and just want to run away from everything and find Theo and Adam. They'd put a smile on my face.... There we have it again, people just cutting me off like nothing's wrong. I'm fed up with life and my defeatist attitude towards the people and places that surround me are becoming quite surreal. This all being said, I know that there's other people out there who have it far worse than me and have more substantial reasons to feel like I do. But please no one try and trivialise and steal my thunder. For once, I'm allowed to be the one upset. For once I'm allowed to be one sat in the corner with nothing to say to no one. I'm a sociopath, faking these smiles and pretending everything's fine is my forte.

But yes, I have an armful of Parish's downstairs who I should probably be getting back too. I love these guys, they're like family to me. However, I reckon I'm going to polite retire to bed because I am shattered and my eyes are sore.

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