anything that's happened is just completely irrelevant because i'm talking to him and even though it's like it's probably 4 in the morning over there and i'm getting ready for lunch i don't even care because there's beautiful beautiful beautiful feeling and empathy there

i just wish that it would be may now so i can finally see him because i think it'll seriously be one of the greatest things ever

and i don't care if i'm reading into things too deeply or if he really means good by someone else but ah he's just great and flawed and i love it