You know when you suddenly realise that you're no longer going to see someone again?
Well yeah. That hasn't happened to me. Yet.
I just want to lose myself in great music and literature and never think about any of it ever again.
Death, is a part of life. So they say. We all went to heaven in a little row boat. There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt.
Sometimes I wonder if what I take to be neurosis is nothing more narcissism. It's possible. Blank, blank, blank. I feel a sudden change of the tide. No more.

Today was as I expected. Numb, shocking, disappointing yet expected. It's normal that one so young will have attended more funerals than weddings, no?

A sudden change in the tide. A sudden step backwards. For better or for worse it has happened. An event so cataclysmic for us all. But I can feel death, can see its beady eyes. I hit the bottom and escape, but I am not at the bottom.

I know I heavily rely on you, Radiohead. But please, help me once more. Because before it was an idea, an absence. But now I can see buildings and fear being on cliffs. Weird fishes...

Silent treatment
Silent treatment
You're all going to get the silent treatment
Because if the two people in this world who I thought would last forever prove to fall and die quick as sand then what's the point in even trying?
They're all I need
This isn't
I can't be hurting anymore
It's too much
We ride tonight
Goodnight, God bless
Amen
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