Pall

Headache. Head phones ripping. Fingers scratching. Eyes blinking. Skull opening. It appearing.

Do you ever have an out of body experience whereby you suddenly vision yourself as the narrator of your life? Narrator isn't the right word, I don't really know how to explain it. Actually I do. Do you ever feel completely soulless? As if you have no DNA or personal qualities, but just represent an empty shell?
Thoughts such as 'I'm me.. I'm really me! My name is Rachel and one day, one day I'm going to die. But for now I'm an actual person who has an actual life to live and can move and breathe'.

Sometimes I just think that I'm hyper-intelligent and too aware of my feelings. Other times I feel like I should be put in a padded cell. I think that you can have the two occur simultaneously though.

Not even that though. After finishing The Magic Cottage it made me think about it all a bit more and guided me towards the answer. What if there are higher powers at work? What if I've been tricked into forgetting something that's right in front of me? Or what if there are genuinely magical qualities in our universe which balance everything in existence?

I'm busy~

Whatever the answer, I know that there's mystical powers beyond humanity at work every minute of our lives. There is too much destruction, telepathy, premonition, analysis and unknowing for there not to be.

And for the record, no I'm not high, just thoughtful.
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