Oh dear lord lord lord lord lord I have a seriously bad complex about stuffs which results in me overthinking whether I've done the right thing but then when I think of the latter and how my face can't help but light up I think I've made the right choice, I think the only reason I doubt it is because I hate endings, always have done and always will.

But hmm yes, I have had a brilliant last few days the more I think about it. And It all ends tomorrow when I just awwwwwwwwwww why does he have to be so CUTE?!!!!!!!! Just, the fireworks tonight and Life on Mars started playing and then the fireworks got all climatic with the song and yeah and stuff and I was just wrapped in the most perfect happiness, I can't explain it

And now I am literally having to go to sleep with earplugs in because of next doors screaming newborn. ACTUAL earplugs from an ACTUAL pharmacy fkdkigifodogjndndk

G'night x
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