The first day was to show & tell your favourite member. I went for thOmbles (OF COURSE). I could of been all hipster and said Phil or something but I would of been kidding myself, thOmbles is in my heart.
Something else which is in my heart; this song
In a little while I'll be gone
The moment's already passed, yeah it's gone
It's the most beautiful song in existence (I say this all the time) and as thOm protests in Bloom/The Universal Sigh stand 'it's what keeps me alive'. But I mean it in a complete literal sense. I keep repeating myself, I know, but now reminiscing on the past events of the last couple of months, I don't actually think I would be here, or probably above the ground if it wasn't for that song.
I'm shaking and feel like my eyes are being sick, but I like to think that we are the normal ones, and everyone else is 'crazy'.
Wake me up woman, wake me up.
I know what it is that's touched a nerve and oh my God I can't write this anymore, I have to go.
I've just realised something, something glaringly obvious I know but it has to be said.... I am citizen insane. And saying the evidence for this out loud is scaring the shit out of me. You know in that Doctor Who episode with the witches and the power of the name? Well actually saying this out loud is like .... I don't know, just completely surreal and unbelievable. In fact, I refuse to believe that it's me or it's bad as it sounds, but I think it could be..
Well of course I'd like to sit around and chat only someone's listen in..................
(I think I should give up the ghost)
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